Bad Mood Ahead

I'm not in a good mood. Haven't been for awhile now. I'm not sure why. Am I tired? Run down? Stressed out? Sure. All of those. But, I think it's more than that.

I found out some horrible news about a good friend of mine last weekend and it's really bothering me. I'm not sure how to process it. I feel stupid. I feel helpless. And I'm just so sad for everyone involved.

Of course, it doesn't help that I'm learning new stuff at work that just frustrates me, as my patience is the length of a pea right now.

In addition to that, our house is really unorganized and I think that's my last straw. There doesn't seem to be anywhere I can go to have a zen moment and relax. I'm constantly surrounded by stress and chaos. 

The goal for this weekend is to get our house in order. It's a lofty goal. Perhaps too lofty. But, we have to try. I can't stand it. I'm about to scream.

I don't know what's going to happen, I'm just sick of being mad all the time. It's not good for me. It's definitely not good for Keith, who's receiving the brunt of it. Poor thing.

Please send positive thoughts our way. Hopefully our house can organize itself and turn into a place of tranquility. That could happen, right?