I find myself in a curious position right now because for the first time in a long time I'm like over the moon, ridiculously happy. Awesome, right? So, what's the problem, you ask? Heaven forbid I allow myself to be happy for any length of time. My "fight or flight" internal mechanism is trying to launch.
Yesterday I found myself double guessing all my choices and thinking of all the worst case scenarios that will most likely never play out. Why do I do that to myself? Why can't I just enjoy it? Luckily I'm able to talk to my guy and explain how I feel and give him a "Warning, Will Robinson trouble might be approaching" talk. I probably just need to take a deep breath and calm down.
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