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So, it's been a weird weekend for me. Actually, it's been a weird few months. Ever since AFMF and I broke up, I've felt incredibly lonely. Like, lonelier than I've ever felt in my entire life. The strange thing is that before AFMF I don't remember ever feeling lonely - I loved being alone, my solitude, my independence. All I needed was me and my crafts. However, after spending so much time with him day in and day out, now I just want to be with someone all the time.
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It's like he showed me how nice it was to be with someone (even if we were doing nothing) and even though our relationship wasn't perfect, at least we weren't lonely. I try and keep busy, but it's not the same. I feel really unsettled and anxious. Even movies aren't helping; I don't know what to do. I know this is a downer post, but it's how I'm feeling right now. I'm sad. I'm floundering. And I don't know how to pull myself out. Sigh.
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