There's a Bright Side?

I feel like all I've been is negative lately. Here I've got all these great friends and people around me who love me and I'm nothing but negative - constantly bemoaning the one person who shunned me. Man, I'm sick of it. How do I start to see the bright side of life? How do I start to feel like I'm going to be myself again soon? One of my oldest friends called me last night and said I didn't sound like myself. She's right - I don't. I don't feel like myself either. On a different note, I'm being interviewed this afternoon for some documentary about people getting pictures with celebrities. Don't be jealous. Some guy sent me an email via Facebook and asked if he could interview/film me. Um, OK. Is it time for my close-up? :)