I Need Some Happy Pills

While I realize it seems to be all I ever talk about lately, I'm hoping my counselor today can give me some cure-all remedy for my neverending depression. Will this black cloud ever lift? Will I ever be able to get through an entire day without bursting into tears seemingly out of nowhere? Can I purchase some happiness in a pill form? I am getting my hair did today - perhaps that'll help? At this point I'm open to anything. New clothes, new hair, new hobbies. Something is bound to make me feel better someday, right? One can only hope!