Were We Meant To Be Alone?

Sometimes I'm not sure if I'm better off by myself or with someone, as I really don't seem to be very good at either one. Last night I was hanging out with N when I remembered that I hate people and should probably not

be around others when I'm a walking time bomb. Why am I such an emotional baby all the time? Seriously, I'm about to send him screaming out of my house with all my constant drama. I really need to pull it together or else the next thing I'm going to see is the back of his head. Any suggestions on how I can stop being a freak?