So True!

So, it's been one month and two days since I've had any contact with Flaker (who, if you'll recall, was my favorite of the bunch and the person I'd ditch everyone else for). Oh wait, did I just confess the amount of time to the day? Wow, psycho. I mean, whatever, I'm breezy, it's been awhile, that's all I know. Why would I know the exact day? Sheesh, that's insane. Anyway...I know it sounds desperate and needy, but shouldn't he miss me? (I would miss me). Why hasn't he noticed we're not talking? We were IM'ing almost every day, so to go from that to nothing seems like something he'd notice. Hmmm. Guess not. Sigh.